ME ANGRY!!!

Has it ever happened to you? You have been very angry at someone..they promised you something but u never got that..you are angry, damn mad at them. Whenever you then confont them, you just swift away with your face full of attitude...trying to show that buddy i m busy. The face tries to picturise and project that whatever they did is unacceptable but beneath, you are laughing...or atleast smiling.

They call on you, you act as if your ear-drums have gone for a vacation, they ask you something, you try to keep the response as short as possible and just nod if the words really are not required…trying to be a snob, a good one.
You wished that they would come to you, bribe you for something but nothing happens….all in the dreams..and even if they turn up, you move to the other place..perfect snob!

I had been once told by my junior, "one bad thing done by youcan erase your 1000 good deeds to that person". How true. Not that i did not know it before but sometimes it so happens that these small messages by someone remain etched in your mind forever.
And its cause of this that my anger always fails with such people. It is as if some other soul living in my body shouts and reminds me how valuable that person is, how much i have learnt from them n that whatever I am today it could not have been possible without them. Everything washes off!! But still you try to be angry, try n try.
And not even an hour passes that you come back to normal…. Chattering all the way!!