One Nation-a poem not my mayankji but a song!!

As reported earlier by me abt the following poem, frndz it aint a "poem"..since i m a "gawar" in rock music, didnt know that it happened to be a song by SOULFLY...some confusion b/w some ppl..anyways.still u can read on the following lyrics..

A vision of unselfishness, a union of black and white
One nation of all races, it's clear within my sight
I see it clear, no hate, no fear, no soldiers sent to die
A state that's free and thrives on peace, no greed, no threat to life

We won't build the weapons of war which looms over your heads
We'll not feed the war machines that lead our youth to death
We won't close our eyes to the atrocities which abound

We won't stand and watch until we're six feet underground
The future is our burden, we can't stand and watch
As the world around crumbles, opposing armies march
We work towards our goal: one nation - unity
And you must be the convert who works towards world peace

Muthafuckers around us who stand and say no way
Opposing lessened armies, they say are here to stay
But no one knows until we try, what we all can do
I won't watch children die, it's up to me and you

Our world is divided, the boundaries have been drawn
Ideas are decided by where you have been born
You can't judge people by the government of their land
They're flesh and blood like us - why don't you understand?

The future is our burden, we can't stand and watch
As the world around crumbles, opposing armies march
We work towards our goal: one nation - unity
And you must be the convert who works towards world peace

Great na?

"Don't give anyone right to effect you in anyway"

People who really know me know how I am. A lil hyper at many times. I let things easily effect me as in if something is wrong it's very difficult for me to accept it the way it is. If I love something/someone, I m gonna be crazy abt it/him/her, that’s me! Extreme at times.

I know its not a good quality at all so I asked my best friends about it. They say "Don’t give anyone right to make u frustrate/angry". At first thought I don’t accept it, why? In reality we don’t give anyone such right but that person automtically takes. The attachment with a person becomes so strong that the right automatically flows.

But then on second thought, it is helping me right now. Wyy shall we keep ourselves so attached to people who perhaps don’t think the same way for us? Attachment is the word here. As our culture says "Shun off all ur attachments". Once I was heavily attached with my cell. I lost it and I cried like hell, for me it meant a lot, a lot!! but then I realised my mistake. The deep attachment I had built up with my cell proved fatal for me. The new one which I got now, it is more advanced than the earlier one but now I aint that attached and I must say I am happy now.

I accept this thought not completely for there are few people (few things as well) in my life as in everyone’s whom I have given that right. . . I can't help it, it's automatic as I said but I am being careful not to rush through things now.

N0thing!

Hmm...

Getting bored!!!! Feeling kind of lonely also. I mean man there is nothing to do except reading books, irritating my cousin sis and dad n mom, watching the same old news! There is nothing new, nothing happening. From a week now my college will be starting so very apprehensive regarding that also, kinda scared of the new environment. . .

Went to school today to meet all the teachers, same old school. Not missing school, not missing anything, may be yes may be no. School was fun but then now it seems as if it was some chapter of life which is finished, no more…so I have stopped thinking over it even.

Plus the bad weather. . . Why the hell can't it rain???? Feeling very low for reasons I don’t know, I cant understand. Some friends are busy and I don’t want to disturb anyone. Everyone is on with their lives.

Missing chatting with friends, missing laughing over things I enjoy from my heart. Not that pretentious laugh which I do confess I often do, bad I know, wonder umm…anyways..

Au revoir
Hope you enjoying!

My best medicine - Music!

I love it. . . Can't be without it. I hate rock music, dunno how people listen to it (I hate it perhaps cause I don't listen to it). Somehow rock music makes me more tensed and out of world. I don’t like Punjabi music either, primarily because I don’t get the words (which I think most of the fans of even Punjabi songs don’t, but they like it because u-r-supposed-to-lov-it). Neither do I get the sense of listening to such jumpy numbers, really gets on my nerves and these remix songs! Some songs are actually well remixed but some are too bad plus their videos are big time cheap. Songs of great legends and the body of a woman, both for SALE. . .anyways. . .

So I got this CD "Reincarnation" by Ayaan and Amaan Ali Bangash. Man!!! Have not ever heard such soothing music. Literally it takes off or rather sucks out all the tension and worries n stuffs you with lots of optimism and smiles!!! Food for soul it is for sure without saying anything, without muttering a single word but yet telling you that the world is so beautiful. It has even the power to treat my cold which my friends would know is a sure BIG DEAL. It's basically Ayaan and Amaan playing sarod mixed with some other instruments + singing meaningless words (my friend told me the musical verbatim of it but cant recall). My cousin sis hates it and terms it is bakwaas. . .hehe. She gets very irritated when I hear it and starts off her radio which produces A VERY BAD remix!

Its getting so hot. I was out with my tons of friends yesterday! Left home at 9:45 in the morning and came back at 6:45 in the evening. The place was too far, took one hour to reach there (It was a treat from a very adamant friend who wasn't ready to change the venue but it's ok since all the time it's what we want). After eating there at Pacific Mall, we thought of going for a movie but bad planning it was, tickets were not available. So then we thought of going to India Gate and that was fun!

I hate Malls! I don’t like that culture at all. The floor of pacific mall was vibrating so much, it felt as if that place gets continuous earthquakes and how peaceful it was at India Gate! Played like lil kids, aankh-micholi and chain-chain! Dunno if I m gonna enjoy in my college like that. . . :-(